Day Three: High School Run-Ins

Current Weight Loss-1 lb

I had a nightmare that I ran into people from high school and they didn't recognize me because my face had been so severely distorted from the additional fat I was storing in my cheeks and forehead. I think this dream stems from an underlying fear I have of running into people that I haven't seen in a while and knowing that their first reaction when they see me is "Geesh she's put on weight." I know that this is their reaction because that would be mine if I saw someone who had packed on the pounds. Also I would probably think something a long the lines of..."Wow she let herself go." It is partially this fear that is driving me to drop the pounds.

Yesterday I ate the same things that I did on day one. I went for a run with my dog but it was more like he just ran and pulled me with him. I may or may not have dislocated my shoulder...hyper dog. I know I could have done better with the run. I think I will run in the morning and the afternoons during the week and at least once a day on the weekends. My body needs a pick-me-up big time.

Did you know that if you are on weight-watchers, which I am not currently, that they count sex and masturbating as exercise points? I think that is total bullshit because if that were true then you and I would not be having this conversation right now and I would be tits on a stick. Just some 'food' for thought.